March 2012
60 posts
30-minute free write
(ten minute freewrite)
tired of my same routine, i had decided to attend a morning yoga class at the downtown 24-hour fitness to revitalize my spirituality that i had deprived myself from due to studying and/or working. i would have never thought it would have been almost everything that i had needed to clear my mind.
something about namaste yoga that just places my mind into a trance - almost...
February 2012
54 posts
curious.
when we personify inanimate objects/ideas, why do most of us have a tendency to refer to that as a “she”?
having a tumblr account for a little over two...
…and i still don’t know how to reply to those posting on my posts. my apologies.
but you know, there was a reason why i had only sat for 15 minutes in an ICS 100 class during my undergrad years before dropping it and vowing to never take anything similar to that again…
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a blog from one of the very few chinese people who... →
you know what's cute?
grade school love.
you know what’s not?
adults who act as if they are still in grade school and in love.
if this applies to you, do me a favor and stop acting as if you’re accusing one another of having “koodies.” virgin or not, go fornicate in your bedroom so you won’t be distracting my study time as well as irritating those around you.
yours truly.
koof.
after completing two exams and two quizzes so far this week (with two more exams and one more quiz to go), and realizing that it’s only tuesday….ugh.
i haven’t even attempted to start on my thesis, other than my proposal i had submitted to my graduate chair. it’s fucking things like celebrating fat tuesday, or delving into research that’s driving me nuts right now....
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stages.
i have less than a month from now to enjoy what’s left of my 25 years here on earth (don’t misinterpret this as me being suicidal, because i’m not). i think my next 25 years on this earth will be dedicated in learning the art of settlement…well, us pisces aren’t really good with that, but i think it’s definitely time to start enjoying life without getting so...
thought #28768
although unclear, it is said that an average human’s brain processes anywhere from 20,000-60,000 thoughts a day. which one is standing out for me at this very moment?
how young people claim how “shitty” or “fucked” their lives are over issues pertaining to our first-world society.
it really bothers me to the point of aggravation when people say things like these,...
so.
it has been i don’t know how long since i have had my last cigarette. two weeks, more or less…or so. occasional cravings do arise, but thinking of not being able to breathe by having one too many episodes of bronchitis in a year at my age usually keeps me in check (i have had a total of three for 2011). call me crazy, but i do miss enjoying a cigarette when i find myself in a social...
it never fails.
every year on this date, I’m categorizing people into:
1. those who embrace valentines day and welcomes it into their lives (stop it with the cheesy posts on Facebook already)
2. those who claim that it’s “just another day” because they have only themselves to share this holiday with (again, stop it with the Facebook posts).
me? I fall in neither category -...
ugh.
i hate it when i’m fucking horny and can’t do anything about it for the time being (no, someone did not hack into my account and typed this on my behalf). you know, i remember when i was living in japan, there were brothels that were 7-stories tall, with each floor catering to different types. as well as onsens, how i wish we had that shit here.
i sometimes wonder why i wasn’t...
my crushes in the 90's.
so i just got my thesis proposal approved by my graduate chair, and i am quite excited to research on how individuals respond to infidelity with distress. the problem is, i don’t know where the fuck to start when it comes to completing this 100-300 page research-based cunt. so…let me just divert my attention away from school with celebrity crushes i had in the 90’s decade.
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you know what I hate?
when the pieces of some puzzle comes together and a light bulb goes off in my head…and all I can do is complain about how fucking bright it is.
seasons change
it’s been three days since I have last smoked a cigarette. and last night was probably a test to see if I would relapse or not since I was drinking cocktails. proud to say that I have finally realized how stupid of a habit smoking is, and that my desire to damage my lungs while having amazing conversations is gone.
just pleeeeeaaaaasssssseeeee let this time be for good. you can do it,...
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what the hell?
mornings are the best. not only it’s because I prefer to start my day shortly after dawn has passed, but also watching the boy get ready for school. the way how he refuses to shower before he sleeps the night before (gross), only so that he has the smell of tsubaki shampoo in his hair for his classmates to notice. the way how he optimistically tries to fit in his x-small tops, a size that...
so far.
not that i anticipate a welcoming of new changes in my life once a new year arrives, but i must say it’s been an amazing 2012 so far. it’s almost as if this life-long desire i hadn’t known about has finally emerged, giving me some clarity of what life is suppose to mean to me. okay, perhaps i had exaggerated that a little too much and made it sound too profound, but it’s...