so far.
not that i anticipate a welcoming of new changes in my life once a new year arrives, but i must say it’s been an amazing 2012 so far. it’s almost as if this life-long desire i hadn’t known about has finally emerged, giving me some clarity of what life is suppose to mean to me. okay, perhaps i had exaggerated that a little too much and made it sound too profound, but it’s just that i feel my intuitions has been reassured by all the events that has occurred to me.
my move to san francisco. my completion of my TESOL in business english certificate. nearing the halfway point before obtaining my MS in communications. reserving a spot for a 2-week long HIV/AIDS volunteer work in kenya this august (although a R/T plane ticket is still necessary). all of these things that i had sworn myself to have done are slowly becoming a reality, regardless that it has taken me a few years more than originally projected. a huge thing for me, since i tend to take on many tasks and leave them unfinished due to boredom/new found interest.
besides not knowing the reason why i have a tiny crush on youtube’s sensation ryan higa (he’d probably just be a one-night stand for me, and i would probably then be wallowing in a pit of depression after seeing that his DOB on his ID is something-something-1990’s), i now realize that everything that has happened to me in the past has provided me the foundation for this current surge of empowerment to take control and direction in my life.
take that, uncertainties of neptune!
新年になると私の人生の中に新しい変化を予測するわけじゃないけど、今までに2012年が素晴らしいって思う。 生まれてからずっと知っていると思ってきた一生の使命がやっと表れて、このことに私の人生を意味するのかが分かることを理解されている。 まあ、誇張しすぎたかもしれないけど全部の出来事が起こったことに私の直感を確認された気がする。
サンフランシスコに引っ越すことを。 TESOLのビジネス英語コースの完了を。 すぐに修士号をゲットできることを。 2週間のケニア国でのボランティアすることを取った。 何年かかかってきたけど、以上の自分での約束したことがゆっくり実際になる。 たくさん新しい課題に取り組む傾向があり、それにすぐに興味がなくなったから完了しまわなかったし、大げさなことじゃない。
自分の人生をコントロールするために、前の出来事に起こったことから自分のすべきことが今だけ気づいた。
forgive my japanese, as i felt like i had to brush up on it.
